Hiya friends!
Let’s talk about inspiration, shall we?
Inspiration is something that I’ve been thinking about a lot
lately. As I mentioned in an earlier post, I’m pretty far from where I want to
be professionally. I’m not in my dream job. I may be significantly closer than
when I worked in HR, so I’m happy about that, but it’s still a long way from my
dream job. Such a long way, in fact, that I feel a little like an Underwear
Gnome.
I don't like South Park, but I like Underwear Gnomes. |
So given that those middle steps are still very vague and
hazy I’ve been finding it hard to inspire myself to make moves when, for all I
know, those moves could be in the complete wrong direction. I mean, Step 2 is
still so hazy that I can’t even make a SMART goal about it!
This quote is not inspiring in the least. |
I’m not the only person who feels that way, right?
So here’s what I’ve been trying lately to get inspired and keep Step 2 in my sights. Hint: it’s not bullshitty quotes on pictures.
Last week I went to a hip hop showcase. My friend came into
town because she is making a documentary on a group of emcees that were putting
on a show. I had absolutely no clue what I was walking into.
It turns out that I walked into a group of amazingly
talented, amazingly brave artists. How talented were they?
I stayed out two hours later than I planned, which is huge
because I don’t give up sleep easily.
Watching these emcees perform was beyond energizing. They
held nothing back. They put everything out there. They cared as much about
respecting and supporting their fellow performers as they did about what the
crowd thought of them.
These guys (and one very talented lady) were normal guys.
They were nerdy college students. One was a college professor. One worked at Planet
Fitness. One puffed on an inhaler before starting. And they were doing this
unbelievably cool thing. Their rhymes were so original and they talked about
real things, not fur coats and banging hoes and whatever else rappers today
talk about.
Watching these guys perform, I couldn’t help but get
inspired. I’m not going to buy a rhyming dictionary and try to perform with
them anytime soon (or ever, probably), but I want to be more like them.
I want to grind and grind and grind without recognition like
they do, simply because I love what I’m grinding at so much. I want to
encourage other people to get better and work harder without fear that they’re
going to surpass me. I want to put myself out there and do big, amazing things
without fear of failing in front of people.
I want to fail in front of people and then try again.
These guys were doing all those things and they were doing
them set to a beat. Like I said, this whole night was beyond inspiring. I left
feeling energized and ready to make moves.
I didn’t make moves that night because, again, I love sleep.
But that energy and all the poorly shot cell phone videos I look that night are
going to carry me through a lot of grinding to come.
What about you, friends? What has inspired you lately?
Cheers, Kara
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